be more vocal about my beliefs

i don’t believe that one faith or religion is right for everyone. i don’t believe that a “religion” is right for me. i don’t like to shove my beliefs down anyone’s throat. and so i am too timid when people talk about what they believe or don’t believe. i avoid conflict, and therefore, i avoid saying anything that could possibly sound like preaching…even though it’s NOT. i’m not sure of everything that i was taught (directly or indirectly) as a child. i have added some new things, and am redefining others. i don’t think ANY religion would have everything i believe in it, and that’s why i don’t like them.
i don’t need an organized group of people telling me what to do with my spiritual life..i am not organized, so why would that ever work for me?? i’ve taken some of those little quizzes about, like ‘what religion should you be’, and i always end up getting these mean answers about how i’m a ‘hypocrite’ and i like to ‘preach’, and ‘judge’ people, and all these things i don’t do!!!! and am NOT!!! there is such a thing as a nice Christian…and they all should be… but it’s not my place to judge… and the only reason i consider myself a CHRISTian is because i DO believe most of what i was taught growing up, and CHRIST has quite alot to do with it. Jesus is cool!!!! :D and i know GOD :D and i love everyone!! i really do!!! i am incapable of hate!!! i want everyone to be happy and i want everyone to feel safe and loved… and i want us all to stop hurting each other!!! and if that sounds like preaching I DON’T CARE!!!! it was worth it to get this off my chest :D