i’ve done nothing on this goal. i’d like to use the town i live in as an excuse, but the truth is I’m lazy. I don’t want to have to work for this. I’m pretty and I’m clever and I have no inititive. Someone will walk up to me on the streets and offer me a job, right?

Wrong. I suppose there’s the fear of rejection, too. What if I give it my all and people tell me I’m not as cute and smart as I think I am? Then I’ll have to start all over.

And I’m tired doing that. 6 years ago