take a risk

Fear of failure or embaressment hold me back.

I am not a risk taker. I have been a dependable person my entire life. It’s not a bad thing, but as I get older I think that it may be holding me back. So, I don’t know what “risk” I am going to “take”, but isn’t that the point? Planning is not risk taking. So, I am going to do something out of character eventually. I have a big grin on my face when I do.

leavin the people i love
n move to italy FOR ME

take advantage of a wonderful opppurtunity
beucase i knw ill regret not goin later

i told the guy i love that i’m in love with him and even though he didn’t return my feelings it helped me strat to move on

went top speed ing my car. two birds one stone. take a risk. hey i didnt even get arrested another thing to do on my list

I always try to be as spontanious as possible, but i’m an introvert, so nothing too big. But i made this list of things to do before i die and Take a Risk was one of them, but to specify i would really like to take a risk on love, if i find it.

Sort-of kidding…I’m sure I’ll look back on this and find some value, but this was not particularly productive or a self-esteem booster.

blahh. seriously. what’s wring with me??

Well my boyfriend and I have decided to Elope next week!!! I never had any intention of getting married, watching both of my parents go through 3 of their own (thats 6 marriages total, for me) so I think this is a pretty big risk

i don’t know if it counts and some people say im an idiot but i pierced my own belly button…that was a total risk it could have fallen off :)