do all of my homework

So right now, I have not finished my english homework which is due on Friday, and I have not done my music homework which is due TOMORROW, because I suck at it and I’ll just get more depressed if I do another rhythmic dictation exercise. I swear, I am like, the worst, at music. My best friend TOPPED music! Like, bestest in the whole entire grade! I was like, way wow! I was very proud of her, and if I was her I would be like, totally just jumping off the walls with happiness. And I think she was very happy about it. So that’s good.

It frustrates me sometimes, having such smart friends. But that’s all my own fault that I’m not as good as them at everything. They’re just really hardworking, dedicated people and that is just the opposite of me, I basically just give up at the sign of any sort of difficulty (just like I am doing right now with my music homework). And I’ve said to myself, countless times before, that I was going to change that, and that I was going to get organized and I would stop being such an idiot. But I never listen to me and I just end up doing the same thing anyways. Well whatever, I shouldn’t be complaining about it. It’s my own fault.

I am actually putting off doing my homework right now.

Except I can’t actually do a lot of it seeing as I have left my book at school, because it was too damn heavy and I didn’t want to carry it all the way to work.

But I’ve done some of my music homework =) That’s pretty good. But music homework doesn’t count because music homework I actually enjoy doing.

Ugh. Stupid homework

I hate homework. But then again, who freaking doesn’t?

I need to start doing all of my homework.
ON TIME.

I want to leave high school with good grades, but how the hell is that gonna happen if I don’t do my fucking homework?

My parents get so pissed off at me all the time because I’m always doing assignments and homework last minute, and well, that sucks.

And after like, my entire life, of doing that, it’s starting to get on my nerves aswell. So I am going to start disciplining myself and I’m going to start doing my homework

Starting with this maths assignment that was due two days ago.

It’s too late for this year. So I’m setting a goal of going an entire week doing every single homework assignment. If I do that, maybe I’ll go a month.

I’m going to try for next year, though. I just need to remember that success is the best revenge.

Gah… im so failing maths, i havnt handed in a single piece this year! The only homewrok i do complete is physics, and thats not because i like it- the teacher is very persistent and terrifying.

I do, because I’m really hung up on my future being defined as something “prestigious” by yuppies and adults alike. I’m so miserable and depressed. School’s purpose is not to educate you. It’s to brainwash you into conforming and beating these ideas into you that will later make you into a person who will follow authority no matter what, good or bad and won’t cause problems, won’t start a revolution. Be happy. Don’t waste your time “learning” about things that don’t interest you in a way that you can’t understand.

Done all my homework, and if my 88.35 can go up to a 90 by this Friday, I’ll have also kept a 4.57 GPA because of that.

Totally worth doing it all, makes you feel good about yourself.

yup I am avoiding that very thing as I write….hehehehe