improve my grades

my high school average right now is a 70. a 70?!? that’s about 20-something points away from the school i want to get into. it ain’t no ivy league either.

the thing is, i know my problems, but i can’t fix them. i can’t convince myself that a critical lens essay isn’t rocket science. i can’t turn off the tv to read the goddamn book that’ll get me more than a 65 on a test the next day. i don’t know why it’s so hard.

i’m also unsure of who i’m doing this for. it’ll make my parents happy, but i don’t really know how giving up everything else and bringing home the A’s would make me feel. being a crappy student doesn’t make me feel great either, but i’m just stuck in a rut right now and i want some mint chocolate chip.

some reassuring words would also help, but my parents think that convincing me i’m going to be packing groceries 10 years from now is the biggest help. :/

k so i didnt exactly fail history. i havent failed a class so far. if i take history next year i will :P
its casuse of th teacherrrrrrr. he drones on and on and on he should be a university teacher
english was also hard but only casuse shes pshyco hhaha
like seriously for history i got a 68 overall mark and the class average was 62?!
I WILL DO BETTER NEXT YEAR

Year averages as of now
Chem – E
French – B
Math – D
History – C

This quarter
Chem – E
English – E
Math – E
History – D

Uh. FUCK.

I really need to improve my grades. I’m getting A’s and B’s… But I’m getting a C- in Math. I need to just raise my math grade! I want to get a lot of things done in the future… And this is one of the things I MUST do!

I must improve my grades for next semester, otherwise, I could lose my scholarship.

Currently, I have two “F”s, one “D+”, two “C”s, and one “A-”.

I am also a sophomore in high school. I remember last year I was filled with panic at seeing “C”s on my report card. Now I’m actually worried about failing classes. I never thought in a million years I would ever have to worry about such.

I don’t know what to do, but I hope I can improve them before school ends.

dean’s list the past 3 quarters. one more term of undergrad! :)

so far this year, the only accomplishment i’ve made is failing a class for the first time. i had a 97 average last year.

Since I’ve been in high school my GPA has been slipping every year. I want to study more and get better scores so I can go to SIU.

Chinese A1 – A
English A1 – A
Mathematics SL – B
Business Studies – A
Chemistry – A
Biology – A

Happy? No, I was 2% off from an A for Maths. Still got lots of work to do, and I am far far away from my goal for this school year.