admirabilia wishes well
Chemical 'tools' — 5 months ago
Worth doing!
I don’t like the idea of anti-depressants… or any kind of mind numbing medicating… i think thats a way of avoiding the actual issue for me anyway.
So i was glad when after my first appointment my shrinkologist suggested that i keep a low level tranquilizer on hand at all time so i can self-medicate when i feel myself building up to an ‘episode’ just to take the edge off.
Its kind of what i was hoping for. I like to be in control, and i know that i am capable, but the ways i’ve been managing my ‘spaz attacks are just not always practical. Going for a walk by myself and getting rid of excess energy is not always an option when i’m at work and have to deal with people!
My celebration was to book an apointment with my gp and to go buy some studio equipement and tools… coincidentally i bought some much needed dry acid and flux paste for my metalworking… it was a day of ‘Chemical tools’ to be sure.





