move out of this house

I feel free!

APRIL 1ST!
(no joke)

jsut like with the rest of my goals, I have a general idea what I DON”T want but not a clear picture of what I DO want. It isn’t great livign here but it saves me money and saves me from signing another lease so I can move out of this city. Funny when my goals contradict each other. Maybe “find balance” should be my next goal. What do I even want my next living situation to BE? Find another roommate? Shack? Buy a house b/c thats what a30 y.o. “should” be doing???? I’d better find a city I’m happy in first. Now we’re getting somewhere.

I’m typing from the spare bedroom of my apartment! Yay!

TOMORROW! Yay! Big time party action.

I can say that I move out in A WEEK AND A HALF!!!

Our own apartment. This time we live with each other and not any stupid room mates or supposed friends. No family. No nothing.

Just US. Intimacy, privacy, whatever we want to do we can do it. It’s gonna be great this time!

to the day!

AND COUNTING!!!

I REALLY need to get out of this house ASAP. Every day something else happens that just reiterates to me how badly I need to get the hell out of here.

December 1st is the day. Nothing like cramming everything important into the last month or so of the year! (My birthday, his birthday, moving, OUR WEDDING, Christmas, Bowl Game, etc.)

Hey zeus…

I’m gonna move out of this stupid hick town, out of my parents house and go to that expensive art school like I always wanted.