(What is RSS?)This weekend was really hard she got kicked out of her daycare on friday! I had a sitter lined up then they decided not to answer there door on monday morning wench, It left me in a bad spot. I couldnt go to work.. I hate this right now I want to do the right thing with her but taking her on has been such a huge task. It is overwhelming I love her to death though.
My niece actually but I have custody of her. She has been thru so much in her 5 years i have had her a little over a year since my cousin (her mom) was shot and killed. Mina means everything to me. I love her little butt to death. I fear for her girls today go thru so much. and already with her mom dead and dad being in prison and her family is just loco already, she has fits and it is hard at time for my boys to understand the whole concept they are really good kids and I thank god every day for giving them to me. I am blessed to have them really and fear me taking on her is an added strain on my family but then i think she is my family and is with me for a reason. I know that I went thru alot my mom gave me to my grandparents I never knew my dad. The sexual abuse I went thru at such a young age. Then at 13 getting with my exhusband and having a child so early. I dont blame anyone for my life at all. I made those descions myself although if I had better steering i think I would be in a better position I had to fend for myself. I dont want that for mina I can tell already she is beautiful. I want her to have things and do things I didnt but that every girl should I want her to cherish herself and love herself. Not look to boys for that. We love her our family does. I want her to know that. she should find that in herself rather than a man.
