do something amazing

I have absolutely no idea what. But it will come to me!!

I don’t quite know how I’m gonna do this. I guess I’ll know when it happens.

People have been saying I am amazing for surviving the ravages of Lyme Diseases with my humor and good-nature intact.

I don’t know if it is amazing to survive something, though. You either live or die and whatever percent of that was my choice, surely if the Lyme had its way (as living matter itself) it would have chosen to be amazing and survive itself.

Doing something amazing would be to really bring awareness of the dangers of Lyme and give some good researchers and scientists and doctors the tools needed to accurately diagnose and treat Lyme so no one else will have to go through what millions of people go through. Most of them, not evening knowing they are infected and told they are “crazy”, given pain killers and anti-depresents and left to slowly die.

Ahh well. We try again. :)

I guess that this is something you really can’t plan—you just have to live it and take in the moment.

Ever feel like you’re meant for something amazing?

raises hand

I’m just not sure what… yet. But the pull is there.

I’m gonna mark this finished.

My amazing thing what I’ve done, is become happy with myself, I became a vegan fifteen months ago and am still counting my months. But most importantly I’ve realized that I am amazing. Not in a braggey way, but my amazing thing is realizing that I and everybody on this plant is amazing just being themselves.

Sometimes I feel like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day. Every day is the same. I don’t know what it would take to zap me out of this routine. Some of my dreams are not forgotten, just on hold until my kids get older. I have just about everything I want. I wonder how Cinderella felt after all of her dreams finally came true. What’s left? Start a new check list, I guess. Some of the things I want to do are nonsensical, silly even. But you know what? Laughter is oftentimes the best answer to the daily doldrums we all find ourselves in from time to time. You know what I’d really like? A fairy godmother! Then I could have it all.

I have always felt that I have it within myself to do something amazing. At the age of 29, I still don’t know what I want to be when I grow up. I do not know what that `something amazing’ might be. However, I am sure that I am capable of it. I have done some amazing things in my life. Having kids is amazing. Being able to stay married in this day and age is pretty amazing. Staying employed at one job for any length of time is amazing. Stability, strength, generosity, friendship, and love are all amazing qualities. This journey of life we are all undertaking is pretty amazing. Maybe the answer to the big question is not to try to `be’ or `do’ anything amazing. Just enjoy every day of your existence and fill it with as much wonder, beauty, and joy as you can.

i want to do something really crazy but i cant think what

let’s just say 4 wheel drive is a gift from heaven. it was amazing. and though i didnt have this in mind when i said “something amazing”, this is quite suitable and well probably my best choice of actions now that i consider it. so hell yes