This is an on going thing for me, so I don’t think I’ll ever be done with it. Some days I just want to get up and go without any prayer or worship…. but like I said, it’s and ongoing, uphill battle. It’s worth it though… well worth it. 3 years ago

I need strength and guidence more than ever.
Especially strength.

Please let her know I love her so.
Because I am dreading not having her in my life.
Please speak to her heart. And let her see to truth.

I can’t bare this hurting anymore. 4 years ago

There are several reasons why I don’t want to go to church today… I have a huge headache, my bed is warm, I have some cleaning to do, I have to run some errands, I feel judged when I go there, I will see my old friends… the ones I no longer hang out with.
But in about 10 minutes, I will drag my butt to my room, change out of my jammies, brush my teeth and head out the door to church. 5 years ago

Im still going on this one, but i fear I have lost my way. I am still reading my bible every night, and every now and again I find something inspiring, but those moments feel few and far between… 5 years ago

The only praying Ive been doing is the little one before I sleep, I don’t sleep well unless I do that. I have prayed to god about my current situation and again, I don’t want to be one of those people who only come to god in need… 5 years ago

I am so far from god right now. Well not as far as I could be but we havent spoken in awhile.. 5 years ago

i went to fill out a job app. today, because i’m looking for a new one, and i passed a church on the way. so on the way back home i decided to go in and pray. i met the pastor. he is the one who let me in. we talked for a while and i went to the alter to pray. he gave me a dvd to take home and watch. i watched the 1st chapter of his mini series called a better you and some of the things i prayed about at the alter he said to pray about in his sermon. amazing! it’s not ironic at all. God is really working on me. I love it! 6 years ago

everyday i wake up thinking that i am going to do the right thing. i am going to eliminate all of the people and things that are bringing me down. and everyday i fail to do that. it’s hard for me to be mean to lovedones, but i do know that i need to think about my future. i need help. i can’t do this alone. there are so many distractions in my life. i’m happy that i have a support system here. thanks guys. 6 years ago

When something is implicit, it means that it comes naturally without even thinking, like breathing.
I want to implicitly turn to God everytime I’m failng, or searching, or scared. Right now I turn to myself, which isnt worknig for me… Im not that stable of a person, alot of the time I feel like driving somewhere and starting a new life somewhere else…
Turning to God is what I want to do. It starts with prayer and reading the bible. I guess its all baby steps… 6 years ago

Are closer. I pray, God has helped me with this weight loss, He helped me to get my first job. Because he told me not to worry and that everything will be okay, Just trust him. And i did and Ive been succesful thus far. My nightmares have stopped, I no longer have chest pains, And Im gaining control of my life overall. And I only have 1 person to thank for that. :) 6 years ago

more than ever these days 6 years ago

I have started a devotional called “30 days in the Psalms.”
I have been really good about reading it every day. If I miss a day then I still read my bible.
Its really great because its really powerful on the point of putting your trust in God which I think is a key part of developing a quality relationship. 6 years ago

... that he has seriously deserted me. 6 years ago

I am regularly praying now. Im still not done with this goal and im sure i will know when i am, I believe in god, I have faith in god and i believe he is the key to everything good that will happen in my life. And im happy to say that he is so much more involved in my life then he used to be. I know im young but i feel that i could be so much closer to god than i am. 6 years ago

after missing it for a few weeks. We had a chat. And for some reason, in stead of having the monday blues like I normally do at work, I was happy all day, chirpy, being silly and singing aloud. Everyone at work thought I got laid over the weekend and thats why I was happy. 6 years ago

I had a chat with the big guy last night. Not only did I feel better, he helped me out on a huge favour today. I miss him and wish I didn’t miss nights/weeks without speaking to him. Must keep it up every day! 6 years ago

I have started, I mean i have always said a little prayer before bed and when i woke up. But never really anything long. But as im going through a tough time in my life with school and my weight…I need God to help me through this and i know that he is the only one i can depend on to truly help me. I dont want to be one of those people that only call on god when they’re in trouble. I want to be close to god and change my life, And thats so much easier said(typed) than done. 6 years ago

I must admit, I’ve let this one slide in the past few weeks. I must try harder. 6 years ago

I can’t wait for 2006 to be over, possibly the worst year of my life. It just got worse and worse without seeing any light at the end of the tunnel. I could write as list as long as my arm as to events/funerals/incidents that happened. After the death of 3 people I love and miss, my grandmother, my uncle and a close friend (my age), I had a long chat with God to see what was going on? And I felt better about things. Even though I suffered pain, anger, confusion, loss, anguish- and still do, I know God wouldn’t put me in situations he know’s I can’t deal with. Because he has made me strong. I am comforted with the fact that I know, the ones I loved that have gone before me, are with me always. And he is the one who lets me know this. 6 years ago

I need to do this more often, its good to talk!......

I don’t just mean a quick prayer, before a few words with the big guy wouldn’t go a miss. let him know what your thinking, what’s going on etc… what he needs to work on….I should have a natter with him every night before bed… 6 years ago