Control my thoughts.

Am I the only one who has random thoughts “pop” into their head? Thoughts that they don’t want to be there? I feel as if they happen more often than I would like and it is something I want to get under control. I guess it starts with thinking positive and setting small “thought” goals. Let’s start tonight and go from there..

I’m still learning and always will be learning to control my thoughts. Expert say you have about 60,000 thoughts a day …trying to control that many would be exhausting.
What I have found that will help is, your thoughts are energy so pay attention to “The Way You Feel” ....if you feel good then your thoughts are on a positive vibration with the Universe or God or a Higher source of energy, whatever you want to call it …I call it, God.
If you feel bad then that is when you can manage your thoughts and “Change the frequency you are on ..or in other words, change what you are thinking about to something that makes you feel good…when you feel good then you will attract like thoughts and more like thoughts…I’m sure you have heard of this cool site, I recommend it …www.TheSecret.tv …it’s all about “Your Thoughts”

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So I can get 20s fairly consistently now. I’m hoping for 30 by next Friday.

I’ve rethought my training method, and it’s way more fun. I’m also noticing more improvement.

My goal is just to be able to control them for about 20 minutes.

Right now though, I’ll be happy with just one minute. Actually, I’ll be happy with 30 seconds. I suck.

I’ve really made alot of progess with this goal. I have learned to recogonize my negative thoughts and learned to seek out more positive ones.

...but I think this goal overlaps with my “meditate daily” goal. So I’m getting rid of it.

Instead of just controlling my thoughts so that I don’t always assume the worst, I’d like to be more in control of my thoughts in general.

Or maybe, rather than controlling my thoughts, I need to keep them from controlling me?

Probably a mixture of both.

It’s getting worse not better. The pain is still not unbearable yet, but I’m getting concerned.

So, I found my COBRA documents and sent them in, along with a payment for a month’s coverage. I guess the next step is to make an appointment with yet-another dentist and probably get a root canal (GREAT). Fortunately, my roommate knows of a good dentist nearby. Hopefully she is accepting new patients.

Fuckfuckfuckityfuck. Sorry for the swearing, but I really have no idea where the money is going to come from. THANKFULLY I paid a lot less than I expected for books this semester. Perhaps, just perhaps, I will be able to 1. cover it all with my credit card 2. pay cash or 3. work out some sort of payment system with the dentist so I pay part of it now and part of it when my PLUS loan comes in (which, by the way, I just found out I’m approved for!! So I’m going to focus on that goodness and pray that it comes SOON).