I made my fist candid journal entry today I haven’t done that in years, I’ve been to scared. It felt good to be honest with myself. When they say that the pen is mightier then the sword they were right!
I know that this is going to sound cliché and corny and trust me I don’t like sounding like that, but I feel relived, I feel free. I feel like I got it out and that’s it. I can move on to what ever comes next.
Sep 03, 11:13AM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
I’m thinking of making a page at the back of my diary saying all the things I’ve wanted to say so that if I die they will find it and understand how I really felt.
Oct 10, 2008, 12:55AM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
I’ve been writing a lot about a family of window spiders that decided to come to my window and live there, it was REALLY confronting especially because they came a few nights in a row.
Sep 30, 2008, 07:35PM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
This morning all I’ve really done is watch a movie. Last night I also watched a movie ‘stage beauty’, I highly recommend you see it.
Sep 27, 2008, 06:02PM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
Nothing has been really happening so I haven’t wrote anything for the past few days.
Sep 25, 2008, 06:54PM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
The feeling of anger when I found out
there was a piece of chocolate nowhere about
oh it pained me so much
It made me so mad
if only there was some I would feel so darn glad
but there is none there
and it’s completely unfair
I wish I could find some
anywhere.
Sep 15, 2008, 11:48PM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
Instead of writing about my day I’ve been writing about how I’m feeling and putting those feelings into poems. I think it’s easier to write about how I was feeling during the day and how I’m feeling at the time then writing about what actually happened to me.
Sep 15, 2008, 06:13PM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
I went to see Star Wars today, most people said it was really boring but I didn’t really hate it that much, then again I wasn’t paying as much attention to it then others (I was eating 95 per cent of the time).
Sep 12, 2008, 01:39AM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
3.00pm am on the bus and about to leave school, feeling kind of sick with a sore neck (my best friend kept pulling my head down (long story)).
4.00pm am speaking to my best friend on the phone about writing this, CONFUSING.
Sep 09, 2008, 11:47PM PDT | 0 comments
Nat11 is say 'geee how are you'
I thought because I haven’t really been writing in a diary I would write about today on this.
7.00am: woke up feeling strangely happy, must be because it’s spring, had a Milo, yay (Milo’s make me happy).
9.00am at school yay (written sarcastically), I generally don’t mind school but when my teachers aren’t there and we have substitutes it can get annoying.
1.05pm after having 3 substitute teachers and hardly anything to do it is now lunch and am writing this.
I will probably write another journal entry later on tonight or tomorrow.
Sep 09, 2008, 08:03PM PDT | 0 comments