die spectacularly

I’m not afraid of death. I’m not one of those suicide-addicts that think of death all the time. I’m just interested in the sense of no longer living. I want to do something big as a ceremonial way of dying. I look forward to it, but i still want to live my life.

Dying is an art, like everything else -I plan to do it exceptionally well.
I plan to do it so it feels like hell. I plan to do it so it feels real.

...more of a long term goal really. Something very dramatic and cinematic and memorable. Televised maybe. I’m thinking the pizza guy who got blown up on tv or some kind of seige.