Barney Stinson (from How I met yout Mother)

“Ted, all you do is think, think, think. I’m teaching you how to do, do, do.” 2 weeks ago

“When your time has come
don’t let the fear control you
and when you know what’s right
remember not to hesitate

Your time has come
I see the look in your eyes
so hold your head up high
promise me you won’t hesitate

When your time has come
don’t let the fear define you
Can you look into my eyes
and say you won’t heistate?

Your time has come
the whole world is awaiting
so raise your banner up high
and promise me you won’t hesitate”

...just some lyrics I scribbled… 11 months ago

This is probably my worst characteristic Im trying to fight against… it just seems that WAY too often a sudden situation/opportunity emerges, I hesitate and then it slips away (or even worse.. that I do sth reaally stupid)... but I’ve noticed that lately I’ve become more and more spontaneous and I LOVE being spontaneous!! that’s when the best ideas always come! so I guess I’m starting to nail this one (: just a few more steps… 13 months ago

to my list years ago! actually i did not check the date but since i have been writing for ages so i can say that with a bit of exaggeration.

still this is on my agenda.. i am readig a book called Just start which is totally ill written and basic but can get me in the mood becaus ethat is what i want to hear again an again. (yeahhh the book says the same thinh again again!!)

well i am digressing from the topic and wirting irrelevant sutff..that was the actual reason i starewtd to write this.. i do not think.. but i can not do more.. my brain is just shoveling from place to place. and does the sutff that is more easier. even if it si repetitive.. i am just doing.. on the run.. that doesnot get me anywhere.. i am not even progressing , it is like chasing yur tail. and it seems my brain is tooo bursting and mumbling that i can not think even if i want to .. am i making up.. is it that i am just tired may be.. compulsive is the word that i want to express… blahh i need to meditate or sth to slow my brain so it actually gets on track 13 months ago