jump off a building

A few times I have pondered how it would be…. until I saw HER. She looked like a pile of skin. she looked peaceful in a weird way, weird because i never imagined that the “splat” (I dont know a better word) would look like that

pointless

I’m not suicidal. I want to jump from a ten or twenty story building into one of those big air-bags that you see fire companies sometimes use. Most famously in “Lethal Weapon”. I think the adrenaline rush would be amazing! I would definately have to jump before I look at how high I am though. This is a tough goal as I would like this to a professional jump with proper safety gear.

I jumped from a two story building (into a pool) in my wanna be superman phase.
I jumped from a balcony in another two story building years later (onto grass (which by the way was very dangerous as I could have broken bones and stuff (luckily only sprained an ankle).

Moral of the story , Parents watch your kids all the time :) .

i do wanna die

Actually, maybe I still am. But I am definately not depressed anymore. Hence, I do not have any suicidal thoughts. I don’t care to do this anymore.
PS. when I first typed in my goal… I meant jump off a building to kill myself. Not as in jumping with a harness for fun. See goal “overcome phobias” for why I would never find this activity pleasurable.

it sounds fun…but it probly wont end very nicely

okay, so i have a tale to tell. me and my friends, matt and chris, were sneaking onto the roof of our high school after school. matt and i are on the roof, and chris is climbing up. one of the admins sees chris, so he stops climbing and just books it. the admin then saw matt and i, so matt and i ran further up onto the roof. we were wondering what the hell to do, and we were looking around for places to jump down but they were all 18+ feet. so we found this stairwell leading into the school under construction. we slowly start to go down it, but then hear people coming up it. we run and hide, peeking around a corner. three admins come up looking for us, and we are running around the roof system avoiding them as they search for us. it was like a freakin video game. then we get to the shortest end of the roof, about 18 feet. he climbs over it and puts his feet on a tiny little ledge, hanging off the bulding. he jumps, and looks up at me. i climb over and hang off the edge too. i make the jump and fracture my leg. then we had to sprint through the hilly woods, which further messed up my leg. i was on crutches for a week. all in all a great adventure.

meh.. whats the point

I dont want to do this anymore! No jumping!