I am one year sober this month. I cannot say it has been easy. Today, I simply take each day as it comes and make it with out a drink until midnight. The fellowship of A.A. has given me my life back. My old life seems but just a nightmare. I know it was real and it is only one drink away. In my wildest dreams I could only imagine a life as I have today. Please don’t drink, go to meetings, and go through the 12 steps with a sponsor. If I could turn my life around just for today, anyone can. God bless. Tre`.
Oct 22, 10:50PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
just started
9 months ago
Seven days- I can’t believe it – this is my last chance so it has to happen – I feel I have the strength to make it happen- I fill up all my free time- The winter’s comin so that will make it tougher- I just can’t slip- I can’t keep thinkin about my past and the disaster it was- I just realized that it was killin me. I need to stay away from one of my housemates who is a prick and stresses me out- I am exited yet cautious about the emotions I feel and what the future holds- One day at a time- One day at a time-
Oct 12, 10:10PM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments
its killin me
12 months ago
so yeah 9 months being clean, but all my friends are still doing it, im scared i might go bak coz the pressures REALLY strong! i switched it to beer but its still insane!!!! from one addiction to the other!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jul 13, 2008, 11:10AM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
Going on 4 years no Beers…
Gave up Cigs 100 days ago.
Apr 03, 2008, 03:31PM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
temptation is strong… but i dont want the embarrassment, prison time, or the inevitable death that comes with pills and alcohol. maybe when im 21 ill be able to have a drink, or even get drunk once in a while. maybe later, maybe never… i just want to last my probation sentence CLEAN!
Feb 21, 2008, 08:32PM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Jan 25, 2008, 10:07AM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
82 days!!! Some good. Some great. All better than what I remember.
Jan 17, 2008, 08:43AM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment
65 days today. Tonight is New Year’s eve. Going to a meeting instead of to a party.
Dec 31, 2007, 09:51AM PST | 0 comments
every now and then just every once in a moment I forget that i can’t drink. i forget how far i’ve gotten and how great my new life is clean and sober. once i remember and and play the tape through in my head (where this one beer will take me, to another beer, shots then making a call for something else, no sleep, shame, depression, lies, guilt, and off on another run for who knows how long) WHEW!!!!!! it’s exhausting just playing that old life out in my head! THANK GOD i don’t have tolive that way ever again!!!!Think I’ll go to a meeting and be grateful.
Sep 15, 2007, 05:06AM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments
Find clean/sober people to hang out with. Learn how to have fun without using. Maintain a healthy sense of humor… and laugh at yourself…... a sponsor
Jul 04, 2007, 07:31AM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments