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nunkaessuficiente is useless

it's been almost 2 moths now 21 hours ago

at first i thought i’d never be able to do it. I wasn’t an alcoholic, not a diagnosed one at least, but my uncle was, and my father also has some issues with it, and i used to drink too much too often. Every friday and saturday (during holidays almost every day of the week) i would binge drink in what we call in Spain ‘Botellon’ til throwing u or til all bottles were empty. I had an alcohol poisioning when i was 18, but it didn’t stop me. I broke a tooth. I pushed away some good friends. I had arguments. I got into trouble with the police and also with ‘non-desiderable’ people. I made out with a waiter, a man like 15 years older than me, that i didn’t even like, just so he gave me another drink.
I was so pathetic.
I still am. I got lots of cravings, and sometimes i’d just drink myself to death.
But i’m holding on.



I am Jon 3 months ago

Hello, I am Jon. I am a fucking drunk. I have been unemployed since March and I drink all day every fucking day and get the shakes and sweats when I don’t drink. I have had 84 drinks in the past 24 hours. I HATE HATE HATE drinking. I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wish I were sober. I have lost everything. My own family won’t talk to me. They HATE me!!!!!!!!!! Because I’m a drunk.



This is an ongoing goal... 3 months ago

and I feel that I am accomplishing it. I have had a 3 week relapse recently, but I am back on the water wagon so to speak. At first, it was really hard….thinking about drinking and using, but as time goes by, and I become grateful for the things that I have from spending the money that I would have otherwise drank or used away, it gets easier by the day.

dave



Treasaurus is greatful.

One year... one day at a time. 13 months ago

I am one year sober this month. I cannot say it has been easy. Today, I simply take each day as it comes and make it with out a drink until midnight. The fellowship of A.A. has given me my life back. My old life seems but just a nightmare. I know it was real and it is only one drink away. In my wildest dreams I could only imagine a life as I have today. Please don’t drink, go to meetings, and go through the 12 steps with a sponsor. If I could turn my life around just for today, anyone can. God bless. Tre`.



just started 13 months ago

Seven days- I can’t believe it – this is my last chance so it has to happen – I feel I have the strength to make it happen- I fill up all my free time- The winter’s comin so that will make it tougher- I just can’t slip- I can’t keep thinkin about my past and the disaster it was- I just realized that it was killin me. I need to stay away from one of my housemates who is a prick and stresses me out- I am exited yet cautious about the emotions I feel and what the future holds- One day at a time- One day at a time-



its killin me 16 months ago

so yeah 9 months being clean, but all my friends are still doing it, im scared i might go bak coz the pressures REALLY strong! i switched it to beer but its still insane!!!! from one addiction to the other!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Still Clean and Sober 20 months ago

Going on 4 years no Beers…
Gave up Cigs 100 days ago.



one month and counting... 21 months ago

temptation is strong… but i dont want the embarrassment, prison time, or the inevitable death that comes with pills and alcohol. maybe when im 21 ill be able to have a drink, or even get drunk once in a while. maybe later, maybe never… i just want to last my probation sentence CLEAN!



90 Days 22 months ago

90 days today!!!



Keep on keeping on 22 months ago

82 days!!! Some good. Some great. All better than what I remember.



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