i’ve always had problems expressing how i feel and, luckily, managed to find ways to portray them (i did dancing, do singing/art/play instruments) so didn’t really feel as if emotions were mounting up.
but i’m now in a relationship which is really good but past ones have failed because i was “a closed book”. he’s so sweet and tells me how he feels, what he loves about me… i always freeze and say “thank you”. it’s lame, i think he’s catching on to my lack of emotional open-ness and he’s detaching himself.
i hate it. i really do. 5 years ago