not feel so alone

The main thing about me is that I am a loner-personality type. I am afraid to let someone in, so I feel lonely as a result no matter who I’m with. I believe no one will understand the innards of me… Ever. I guess what I really need is to let someone in who won’t judge me or send me to crazy camp. I might as well be shoving 4 million bees into someone. Do I really want to put someone through what I’m going through; all these thoughts and beliefs? Not really, that is why this is so fucking difficult. Will it be a soulmate or a friend to dump away afterward? Only time will tell I suppose.

I am a quiet person and I tend to keep to myself. As result when I start to feel alone, I turn to friends but find myself really alone. I need to be more out going and more social

i can be in a house full of people and feel like im the only one there. i always feel alone, like nobody cares. i want to stop this but i dont know how. because of this feeling im always depressed i need to get out of this state of mind because it is causing me problems. so does anybody have advice?