stay true to myself

Why keep weed illegal when there is bigger problems? Weed being illegal causes the government tons of money each year when they could be spending that money on crack, cocaine, methamphetamine, heroin, etc. When people are high do they kill people? No, they chill and relax. Too many people try to some up with reasons why weeds wrong. Well, if you listen most of the time they say shit like, it ruins your life by makeing you dumb/lazy. Well that doesnt sound like how the high of crack makes a person. Really think about it and think out side of this shitty government’s box. Just because you dont smoke weed and you don’t like it doesnt mean you have to make it illegal. So many people hate religion and its not illegal. Live your life the way you want to and don’t try to run others. Now crack and heavy drugs like that is illegal. Personally i rather have alcohol illegal. How many people die a year do to alcohol? Not only drunk driving accidents but crazy alcoholics that kill people or get in fights at bars. No other drug is like weed.

LEGALIZATION

stop thinking that everyone in my class is looking at me and saying bad things or whatever. i don’t really care for their opinion about me, do i? nope. so.

time to clear some Things off of my list. especially so of these that are never truly complete.

this goal always reminds me a song from portishead…

Just being honest with yourself and everyone else will ensure that you are true to yourself. In the long run doing this will be the only way to continue to live your life the way you want to, truly deep down inside. If you lie to yourself and those around you, you will never be true to yourself.

Trust your own instincts
Follow your own values
Speak your own mind
Don’t get mislead by other people

Everyday i am getting to know myself better. Everyday I am being honest with myself and everyone around me. I am no longer going to be a doormat to all. No longer will I be the sounding board to all those disatisfied with their own lives, no longer will I compromise anything in my life for other peoples prolonged venting fests! I do not need negativity like that in my life. I will help, support, cheer and champion my friends and family, but I will draw the line when my own spirit is in danger of being sucked into their own world of self pity and anger!

ha, watched Mulan and thought about this.:)

see: the entry on going to mass more frequently. huge step towards this goal as well.
woohoo!

I’m not really sure how, though…