deal with my past and accept myself

Really need to this one before things start getting to bad again and i spiral out of control.

i hate memories. why cant they just go away? i told my step-brother about one of them. now hes the only one in my whole family that knows and im scared he’ll tell but im sure he wont. i hope at least.

i added this to my list to hope you dont mind for me eather i just know that if i do find help then ill still have memories witich are just as painful with the nightmares and all

i LOVE this goal!! i know that the past is the root of many of my problems today. maybe that is the scary part. there is just so much garbage.

but i know it takes baby steps. i don’t really like that term. there must be a better one out there, i’m sure there is. as much as i hate to admit it, things are not going to magically change overnight. dealing with the past is a project, but one that i am sure would be so worthwhile.

i hope that you don’t mind that i added this to my list of things. if it bugs you i can remove it. it’s just a wonderful thing to aim for.

i hope you are making some progress in doing this!

xoxo