Proclaim myself to be a "Knight of Faith"

Thank you Lotte for exposing my existentialism, you are quite right by describing my situation as being Kierkegaardian.

By living my indecision I could be accused of compounding my contrasts, if this is good or bad, time will tell. As the great man said “Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards”.

Either I believe that the best decision is to make no decision or I am still playing with my Schrodinger and I have made both decisions simultaneously with out committing to either decision.

I think it can be said that I have made a quantum decision and being a “Knight of Faith” I must live with the consequences believing I have made the right decision logically therefor both suppositions in the paragraph above are true. Knowing this makes me feel better as I am no longer wracked by self doubt.

The superposition I have placed myself in leads others to believe I am a man of contrasts, while in fact I am a man in turmoil conflict. (Some 43’ers don’t think I am a real man at all and that I am digitally personified).

My persona actually lends itself to existentialism, normally I am a “Knight of Faith” I do make decisions, I believe in free will, in being different. My individuality is important to me as is having the freedom not to have to make a choice hence my dilemma.

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Quotation #26993 from Michael Moncur’s (Cynical) Quotations:
Most men pursue pleasure with such breathless haste that they hurry past it.

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I must stop suffering the anguish of indecision make the “leap of faith” and commit to a particular choice, for I must face my existencial responsibility armed with my own free will and with the fact that a choice, even a wrong choice, must be made in order to truly live.