get over you

Would hating you make this any easier? I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years for a guy I dated for 6 years prior to my ex. It shouldn’t hurt this bad, I mean, I broke up with him. I miss everything about him though. I’ve been reading codependency books lately and it’s so me. I hate that I cannot get over him not being around. He got a new girlfriend as soon as I left and I have the urge to rip her face off. Ugh. I should not be this attached. I wish that my current boyfriend was around … He’s in the Navy and is underway for 7months. I miss him to death, but I need to get over this codependency thing. It’s very hard for me to be alone. I wish I had no temptations while I’m waiting. For a while me and my ex were planning on getting married and I know he’d come back to me if I ever wanted him, all I want is my boyfriend back. Being codependent sucks!

p.s. – The picture is of me and my ex.

IM AS FREE AS A BIRD NOW! ♫ WEWW!
Manic Depressents only BRING YOU DOWN.

People hurt you sometimes. You have to move on and realize that things will not be the same. You can and should forgive them, but accept that it happened and that they are human and will probably screw up again like the rest of us. Get over it, and get over them. No one is worth wasting your life for, I promise!

How do i fall out of love with you???

Everywhere I go things remind me of you, and of us…it doesn’t help that half the city seems to own the same model and same colour of truck that you drove.

Or that the radio my co-worker listens to relentlessly and mercilessly blares songs that we once listened to together, (songs I wouldn’t intentionally submit myself to) which further splinter my stupid broken heart.

You were everything I have ever wanted…and still want. And our failure just reinforces everything I lack.

I’ve forgiven you…now I just wish I could forget you.

there’s a reason why this is #1 on my list.
how am i supposed to get over you when i see you everywhere?
i can’t believe we messed up our friendship like this.

Everyone seems to have that someone. Or rather…not have them.

your just horrible. its been 9 months since we’ve broken up. i’m over you, but when i see you around school….. i get these tender feelings again. it’s not fair… i’m sure you don’t feel the same. how can i not be over you? what is wrong with me? everything is over between us.. but i can’t help but think of what could have been. it was nice talking to you for a bit today switching classes, i needed that. we barely talk anymore and its driving me crazy. your a senior this year, so maybe next year when im a senior, i’ll finally be over you because i won’t have to deal with seeing you all of the time. man if you knew any of this, you would probley laugh at me :(

Isnt a relief when you wake up one day and find that you are actually over it It doesnt matter who he or she is, time does work things out. Most of the time you find that you are so much stronger for having dealt with the pain of the actual “getting over” part. You guys should pass your stories on at www.getoveritday.com. It’s apparently a new holiday on March9th and I am certainly looking forward to going out with a new attitude!

i had fooled myself into thinking i was fine.
then the huge breakdown came a few weeks later.
but from that day on, i didn’t think of it in the same light anymore.
indeed, i didn’t think of you in the same way.
i was still sad when you popped into my mind.
it still felt like you were stabbing my heart repeatedly and twisting the blade for good measure every time i saw your blog entries show up on my friend list.
but it felt like i was learning to get over you.
i was a fool to leave you on my list.
if you were as coldhearted as to delete me from your friend list, i should certainly have done the same.

of course, he had to come into my life again.
at this point, i knew i had made the wrong choice initially.
but i don’t regret it.
i hate regretting things.
there is no room in life for regrets.
i went with my heart and handed it to you for you to tear apart.
but i’m mending it.
you are not worth it.
there is nothing in the world that will stop me from living my life anyway.
least of all you.
you with your assholeness.
assholery?

to be honest, i’m afraid that falling for him is merely a rebound.
in fact, i’m terrified of that.
it wouldn’t be fair to him.
and it certainly wouldn’t be fair for me.
but something stirred in me tonight.
i finally decided to rid myself of seeing your blog updates pop up in my subscriptions.
and i couldn’t believe how good it felt.
it was so amazing and liberating.
i couldn’t help but smile.
and i’m still smiling.

i think this is indeed a concrete chapter in me getting over you.

Finally I’m over you =D and I’m totally happy without you
idiot .. And I’ve found someone else who’s worth my heart