I know why I can’t trust people. Its because I’m scared of being betrayed or having my heart broken. I’d love to get to know Mark better but I’m worried that he won’t like me. And I don’t feel able to talk to my frieds about this irrational fear coz it sounds so stupid!
Jan 21, 2009, 12:58PM PST | 0 comments
I want to trust someone right now with my heart but I’m so afraid of getting it broken that I can’t. And I don’t believe he’d want to hurt me or purposefully break it, it’s me I’m most worried about. I’ll be the cause of my own heartache. I have been in the past. It’s always my fault. * sigh * I’m going to really need God’s help in making this a possibility.
Oct 03, 2007, 05:23PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
I really wish I could get over this obsessive fear of getting my heart broken. I’m always worried that if I tell a guy how I really feel or let him get close to me, I’ll end up hurt. And I’d like to learn to trust and love without fear.
Jul 16, 2006, 01:24PM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments