go easier on myself

I usually taking things really sensitively and personally when people close to me disappoint me. OR I whenever I do something that at some point in time i later disagree with, I give myself an EXTREMELY difficult time.

I wanna just learn to expect a little less from people, and allow for mistakes/ unconventional decisions :p for myself. I don’t think my morals are the same as they used to be when I was 13. And I need to realize this, not apologize for this, and try to move on making it the best way i can.

My personality lends itself towards perfectionism and I usually have unrealistically high expectations for myself. Those aren’t necessarily bad except that it’s frustrating when I don’t often meet my own expectations. I want to learn how to just be me while still challenging myself to change and grow and improve and mature. I want to be okay with where I’m at in life… but not satisfied or complacent.