Be more dependable

Its not like i dont want to be there, i just cant always make it. I let my friends down a lot and sometimes even my family. I’m not sure why i dont go thru with things i say i will, like when we’re (my friends) gonna hang out i cancel at the last minute. Or if i’m supose to have dinner with a friend i wont show up. Or if i have a task to do i put off as much as i can…i dont know why i’m like this, i hate it, i was never like this at all, it makes me sick. but i cant seam to get back on track

Im sick of just doing things for myself. One day I want to have a family, but i know that i can never have those things if I don’t take care of things that are expected of me.

I hate being undependable… My dad will tell me to take the trash out in the morning and I’ll say ok… but then in the morning I totally forget… I FORGET EVERYTHING… ALL THE TIME!!!!