stop binge drinking

Went to a party last night and drank way more than I should have. I ended up throwing up and passing out. I was so embarassed this morning to hear the stories and I’m disappointed in myself. I thought I was doing well…pacing my drinks…but everything just caught up with me at one point and then I was too drunk to refuse drinks. I barely remember anything from last night and I felt so sick today. I’m thinking of giving up drinking altogether now. I don’t want to be known as an uncontrolable drunk and I think ppl are starting to think that now. I feel like not only did I let myself down, I also let my friends down too. I don’t want them to have to take care of me all the time. I feel so shitty right now :(

I closed down the bar 4-5 nights a week for years in my 20’s, and good God was it fun. The dancing, the laughter, the flirting, and the awesome people you meet. It gave you a reason to get together…bad days, good days, celebrations, mournings….whatever the reason, whenever the time….Marguiritas at noon on a birthday…awesome. However, one day I was just tired. Tired of being headachy and nauseated all the time. Tired of being too tired to function at work, tired of not wanting to work out. So, I just stop at one or two now. No big deal. I just know that I don’t want to feel sick and tired anymore. I still LOVELOVELOVE beer and wine….but savor it instead of shoot it!

So I’m going camping with a few friends and they’e all excited to drink and get drunk. Yea..i’m gonna have a few drinks..but I’m definately going to pace myself and not get too drunk. I’ll just get nice and buzzed. :)

makes me feel like crap the next day, high in calories, I act stupid, bad for body

unfortantly once again i fell off the wagon. i went away camping, my first mistake was buying a whole bottle of vodka as it was cheaper than 8 pre-mixed drinks. it was heading down a bad road already. than my best friend also came with a bottle of vodka. YES the next day we woke up and both bottles were empty. i woke up the next day embarressed of stuff i had done and still drunk.. i was dissapointed in myself

I haven’t gotten stupid drunk and haven’t been binge drinking since my birthday in March. Whenever I would go drinking my mentality was always “more, more, more” to try to get a drunk as possible. Now I count my drinks and drink slowly so that I don’t get too drunk, I just get a nice feeling. I’ve drank to the point of almost alcohol poisoning on two seperate occasions and have gotten myself into some very embarrassing situations. I don’t want to get stupid drunk anymore. I want to go out and have a nice time and not have to worry about how I will feel the next day. I’ve started to go to bars and clubs less and when I do go, I offer to drive or tell myself I will only have a couple drinks. Apart from health benefits, it also saves money. I think I’m getting to old for the drinking scene anyway. :)

I had a very drunk night out on Friday and cant remember exactly what took place, I am so worried as my girlfriend’s friends said I was a complete ass, I tried to chat up one of here friends and at the end of the evening they had to ask me to leave. I am really worried as this has come to a point where everytime a go out I binge. This is not the person I want to be, I don’t drink very often but when I do I can’t control when to stop and when I have had to much. Should I try to stop drinking completely or just work on why I don’t know where and when to stop and go home.

Here I am again…after a weekend of binge drinking I am very disappointed with myself. I am trying so hard to get my life together, to be a good mother & wife, & yet was so close to messing it all up with another man, because of my drinking. This is a cycle that is repeating itself & I just can’t do this anymore.

Instead of feeling hungover all weekend, I went hiking and got lots of things done. I went to the bar Fri night but sipped slowly and only had a couple drinks.

My desire to binge drink had diminished greatly. I am on my way.

SO i have been going really good on my binge drinking.
i have been to parties where all my frineds were trashed and i was sober. i had organised another party for me to attend that night so i had to drive. it was good.
the pressure for me to stay off the grog will be hard for me but hopefully i can do it.