let other people in

It is hard to let people in, especially when you don’t want to become vulnerable. The only person I really truly trust is my husband, and even then I cannot confide in him about everything. Talking to a friend helps me to feel better, but it feels like as soon as the information is out, it’s done, and that shouldn’t be the case with a lot of things.

Blogging really helps, especially when I blog somewhere that I know I will remain anonymous to an extent.

It’s getting better, but I’m not comfortable saying I’m there yet.

as in…emotionally. not like in my front door. because that’s just asking for trouble.

I’ve managed to let my boyfriend in and can confide in him. But not many other people… I do believe this goes hand and hand with some of my other goals like express myself freely and be happy.

Hey, I think this goal is going decently. If you are reading my goals, I am letting you in. Of course, the people I am letting in are pretty much perfect strangers (no offense). The people I want to let in are the people in my life, the people I know and see regularly. The people I call my friends, my acquantances. The people should know me and think they do. The people I want to let in are the people I still fear letting in.

...TBC …