have an eating disorder

Christ.

i have had a eating disorder for 3 years now.. off and on.
Its hard to brake.. food seems to comfort me becasue unfortionetly i have depretion too.. so when im sad.. i go to purging. Lately..which is alot..
I cant seem to get over it becasue im struggling to keep a handle on my life right now and it seems it’s just too hard to get over at the moment.
I hate doing it and want to stop..but i cant. I have been to see a theripist anda dietision but they dont seem to understand or are able to help.
Im so so sick of it now.. i feel tired all the time..and sense the love off my life broke my heart, i haven’t been too happy…everytime i try to move on…i get hurt again…
I dont know what to do…im so despret for anythign to help me.. I thought i could do it on my own..but i feel i’ll never get over it..and it’s slowly killing me..

I never believed it was a disease tell recently… i wish i could turn back time to when i thought it was just something to loose weight easy.. what a fool i was..

If anybody ever wanted to talk about it im more then open.. talking honestly has helped me more then ever..
Im no longer ashamed of it..i have excepted my problem and am now just looking at getting better..

this is not something you should aspire to.

it is plain and simply a disease. and its an insult to anyone who is currently or HAS gone through it to say you want to have one. because the people who have or have had one want nothing more than to rid themselves of it…

Having an eating disorder is not healthy and it messes up your metabolism for life. There are many more things that you can do in your life that are more positive. Focus on the good not the negative.

basically having an eating sidorder the way i did (untill a halpfull person pointed me in the right direction) sucks you become spotty ill and simtimes even dead, this is what i was told

1. dip cotton wool in any milk of you choice: it will expand in you stomach and make you feel full

2. take muti vitamins: you mum will love it because your looking after yourself

3.get some fibre in you: which is so much easier now becuase theres that sure fibre stuff tastless stuff that disolves in water

4. banish cravings: take up a hobby that takes your mind of eating or over eating.

5.start smoking i smoke anyway but a few dancers i know smoke to keep their weight down but it becomes expensive and its bad for you

6. when you feel hungry drink a pint of water.

its not the best thing to do for everyone maybe go to a dietician to show you how to loose weight in a healthy way but hopefully my suggestions will help you without you having to starve yourself and anything is better than that.

i was never happy. but now.. i can’t even say how horrible this disease is.
i don’t know what i am going to do about it.

do the butter fast. eating disorders suck.

Have theses problems is so hard… i just need help…