get over my insomnia

I hate insomnia! I wish it would go away!! :( I’m so sick of everyone thinking I’m lazy but I’m just too TIRED to do anything during the day anymore :’( I need to get help but I’m scared to.

I can never sleep alone (I don’t mean with a friend or something) But since I have gotten married I can lay down and fall asleep. I think it’s the secuity reason maybe. But I cannot sleep long if he gets up in the morning. So that kinda sucks.

“Working” from home is killing me. I get nothing done, I stay up till five am, and I sleep all weekend. Even taking two Tylenol PMs before I go to bed knocks me out for ten to twelve hours, and even when I do get up, I feel so dizzy and distraught I can barely stand for at least half an hour. I need a day job.

i’ve been trying so hard to get over my insomnia. it’s been ongoing for about a few months now. since school started, i vowed to start going to sleep earlier and not be zombied out til 3 or 4 in the morning. for the pass couple weeks, i believe the latest i slept was 2:30, which isss pretty good, even though often times i just lay in bed tossing and turning. i guess that’s much better than being awake and draining my energy away from the supply for the next day. i wake up feeling really good about myself when i do sleep a little early and manage to sleep through the night. it’s a little incentive for me to keep going. :)