date more.

i knew this one really bad guy. he was so bad i think that he warped my outlook. i am really a very pretty girl but because i went to all girls boarding school i was a late bloomer and didn’t take advantage of my looks in order to score. i could of been really confident but i was not. anyway, i need to know more men because that guy is throwing me off. i have seen i think 4 people since him but i really need to get to know more men better. if that treatment from ESSM was real i’d get it for that purpose.

Ok. I decided to stop my grieving period over that d*ckhead. I’m back on the market.

Yeah, but there are no bidders so far.

I worked really hard on myself over the last year. I spent time in therapy, I worked on being more open and inviting. I tried to spend time in “target rich” environments. I spent time engaging others in conversation and fun. And it happened. At dinner on one Sunday night, I made an offhand remark to a stranger sitting at the next table on the patio. Three weeks later, my whole world has been turned upside down. His too! He’s met my kid (NO ONE has done that) and we’re just having fun and planning for more time to be together. After all this time, I am so happy and I can’t believe it. I think I’m going to call this one DONE!!

I went on a blind date with this british guy, and it was terrible. I mean, he was cute and intelligent… but something wasn’t right. `He said he’d call, but he didn’t. I’m ok with that, actually… but why do men say they will call, when they clearly won’t? Anyway, it wasn’t such a bad experience and now I am more willing to meeting new people!

This guy had been calling me since yesterday, asking me out.The problem is, I don’t even know who he is, he said his name and he acted like he knew me, but I don’t remember meeting (let alone giving my phone number) to anyone called his name. Perhaps I should stop drinking?

Anyway, I stopped answering his calls. He sounded boring and I’m not feeling particularly excited about dating after I got dumped some weeks ago.

So apparently my online friendship that I developed didn’t go how I wanted it to. I like the guy a lot and although I’m not a needy woman, I just feel like if he’s really into me as much as he says he is, he would make more of an effort.

It’s time to see what else is out there.

i donno how to be the person that meets people in a romantic way.
ive finally somehow taught myself to be a social person, and now i know how to make friends, but i cant make people “like me” like me lol.
i hate the whole internet thing but im so addicted lol.
i dont think i can actually sign up to a serious dating site tho. just probe around CL for now.
its def. the creepier way to go abouts it but i cant help to be attracted to the adventure.

I never date. I need to get out there and enjoy dating and eventually find someone.

Feel free to give me tips!

Every boyfriend I have had just sort of.. happened. I never went out on a date with any of them.

I have only been on a couple of dates ever.

No quiero colocar como meta tener novio, porque me parece que eso es realmente difícil. Pero sí pienso que debo empezar a tener muchas más citas, a salir con chicos e ir conociendo… Si después de esto no tengo pareja, pues no importa, pero por lo menos conoceré más gente.