tell him I like him

I was watching Twilight (the first one) yesterday and I got this sense of familiarity when watching the beginning scenes with Edward & Bella.

The reason being, the way Edward acts towards Bella is exactly how the guy I like acts towards me. Full on one minute and aloof the next, rude without meaning to be and this feeling of disdain as though scared to be around me or admit his true feelings.

Is it real or just my imagination?

I had a dream about him last night.

It wasnt a romantic dream, in fact we were shopping in a supermarket but it has made my feelings toward him come rushing back all the same…

The last time we went out alone I thought he mentioned something about liking me, but cause he is as sarcastic as I, I laughed it off and applauded him for his acting skills. Can you believe it? It was only when I saw this flash of, I dont know, perplexity flash across his face did I think maybe he was being honest with me but it was already too late.

The thing is I gave him an open invitation to go out almost a month ago and he hasnt taken me up on it. It may be because he doesnt like me, it may be because of the history there is between us or it may be because he thinks Im not interested or maybe because he knows I am … Im so confused!

I want to tell him how I feel but I have so much respect for him as a person and find him a great influence and advisor that I dont want to risk losing his friendship altogether… and from our history thats exactly what might happen.

I’m not even sure I like him anymore. After I found out about him going out with Kayla Brookshire and how she gave him a blowjob(and so much more plus their breakup), I don’t really find him appealing anymore.

I guess the first step would actually be admitting to myself how much I still like him.

I keep trying to ignore it and hope it will just go away but it hurts so much!

So its fair to say I like him. I like him ALOT. I always have.

he just got a girl friend, I should be happy for him but no Im really not.

I’m not sure if this will ever happen. And I’m not even sure that I want to do this. I am shy. And I doubt that he feels the same.

I dont even know how you’re able to be drawn to a person so much if you’re nothing but a somewhat distant friend to them. We have the same circle of friends, but personally we havent talked much..although, but my heart beats like crazy when im around him, and this kind of thing has never happend to me.. it must mean something.

How can I ever tell him this? Though I had my share of boyfriends and such, I’m shy as can be.

I knew he wanted me because he had told me before but when I told him how I felt he never called me again. So I just don’t see me doing this again for long time.

I think its better to just let things progress naturally. Show interest and like instead. Guys are so fickle they may be really into you one day and the next not so much.

I have someone I’m into right now but I don’t think I’ll be telling him. Just let things happen in time. If its meant to be it will happen.

he got fired…. so sad… i never get to see him anymore….
my best friend still talks to him via myspace though…. she says i should tell him…
should i…
blah i get nervous with stuff like that

Ive liked him for so long.
Ever since i first started at my new school.
I dont even have the guts to text him an say hey wat you doing?
he will never like me.