be happy with the way I look

i am about 52 kilograms and i am average height. My friends make me feel like im sooo fat which im not atleast i dont think so. my parents say i am a stick but my friends tell me im soooo fat!..WHEN IM AROUND THEM i feeel so ugly and unvaluabe. I hate myself and they make me feel sooo ugly. they consistently critisize me and i come back home crying. some people say i am georgous and cute but my friends make me feel like im hidious. I kno wat you guyz are thinking just get better friends.but they are good friends but i dont why everytime im around them i feel like the ugly duckling and i have ZERO! confidence.!!!!!!!!!!!!...im crying like crazy as im typing this. I feeel like im crazy i was never like this and i use to make fun of the people who are mentally ill because they care tooo much about how they look and alwayz say that they are ugly which they are not . My parents say im the prettiest one out of my friends but i told them u are only saying that cuz ur my parents but to be honest at times i feel like im the prettiest one out of my friends but most of the times i feeeel like im the UGLIEST one out of them. omg im seriously mentally ill. im reading what im saying and im thinkin wow i am seriously mentally ill! may god help us

u guys have it sooooo easy!!!!!! I have to many teeth (seriously) so I probably need braces, Im chubby, the only good thing about my looks is my hair!plus I have a little lisp lol but I have learned to love the way I look (lol) and everyday I look in the mirror I think about the things that are good so if I can do it u can.

Duh!

I have decided to accept my imperfections.

alright
i’m gonna say it right here, right now
some days, i love my body
other days, i fucking hate this structure.

my skin, some days, looks very clear and nice.
then another day it’s the battle field i don’t want to deal with.

i want something more consistent.

now mind you, i’m not neglecting my mind
i just need to begin with my outside
in order to feel alright with the inside.

so deep breath

here we go.

hold on tight.

I know i have a really bad body image and i mean who would blame me ive been suffering for anorexia for what 4 years now. Im just sick of waking up and hating myself
its like a never ending war its just so hard to describe what goes on inside my head.

hopefully one day ill recover from this fucking eating disorder and be able to live a normal life.

xxx

many people have this problem
hope to i solve this pretty soon

i am a little chubby and i can’t stand it. i see so many skinny people and i get jealous of their flat stomachs and tiny thighs. i just want to like the way i like.

I guess like everyone who has an ounce of self esteem issues, I go through bouts of thinkin I look good to lookin like a bit of a wreak.
At the mo I think I’m going through a period of transition as at the moment I cant even look at a photo of meself without cringin (jeez do I really look like that?!)

I list what i know will make me happy,

in no particular order,

To be fit, healthy bigger and stronger-helping me look my age (24)

To sort out my hair, from shaving it all off (Britney Style) I now am in th first stages of growing it out, later to be tamed into either an Owen Wilson style or just long shoulder length.

At the mo its neither one thing or the other, just boring.

To stop messing with every little inperfection on me face. I’m pretty blessed with a pretty good complextion but just cant stop touchin the odd rough patch hence makin it worse!

in addition to really concentrating on expanding my interests correcting these superfical factors will make me comfortable with myself.Until next time I have bouts of restlessness!

I’m feeling good about the way that I face the world these days. I still have days that I think I look like crap, but mostly I feel good. I haven’t really lost any weight, or done something dramatic with my looks, I’m just happier being in my own skin, and I think it shows. I’m becoming who I want to be in many ways, and people are attracted to that. I like me, and I usually like what that looks like.