fall in lust

I realized what i wanted.

I din’t want the sex, or the popularity that comes with it.(This is a LIE!!! It don’t…) I didn’t want a child, or a friend or a lover.

I wanted to know that i was there and that people saw me. My existance was very ordanary for a very long while. But i have come to my own version of reality… and i am content.

Live in Light
and Love
#Rhayvon#

... My life is a spirl down and down it gose… so fast yet so slow that i want to scream…this pain inside me is already screaming… screaming so much that i my self feel the pain, i can feel the scream eminating from my own mouth even though i don’t make a sound…