stop dreaming and thinking and wanting "HIM"!

that I think of him. I havnt even seen him in 3 years!! and i still think of him. I think of him even when I have such amazing other boyfriends or potential boyfriends that love me, I even dream of him. He was really my first “love”. Well anyways I broke up with him. It was definetly the right thing to do. We were both way to jealous, loud, flirty, emotionless towards each other. So why do I still think of him??? I have no clue???? I feel sick when i wake up in the morning and realize I dreamt about him. We had put each other through so much hell. So I am officially getting rid of every memory of him pictures, letters, gifts…everything!!! and Im marking this off as completed. Im really ready to move on and stop hating him and understand that we were both really young, and oblivious to the harmful situations we were putting each other in. so goodbye….