Finally got my room redone. Just last week it felt it’d never happen. I’m so very grateful for everything my parents have given me. I absolutely love my room. It’s wonderful, to have a little sanctuary. I didn’t realize it before, but I feel like I was kind of stuck before. Living in something that wasn’t even worthy of calling a room, but now I feel like I can move on with my life, start fulfilling my aspirations. Maybe that sounds a little weird, but I definitely feel like I can move on, from doing, whatever I’ve been doing, which is nothing. And it’s lovely.
♥15 months ago

It’s weird not having that default place to go when you’re sad, or angry, or just want to be alone. All my junk resides in the dining room in bins and boxes (which is bothering my mother, haha) And I’m sleeping on the couch..
It’s frustrating. Not being able to go somewhere and be alone. Not having a bed to plop down on out of relief or because you’re not feeling well. I don’t have that kind of sanctuary anymore. Hopefully, my new room will be a sanctuary and more. 16 months ago

My dad drew the design and I painted it. It’s very much.. me. 16 months ago

My walls turned out beautiful 16 months ago

Got some paint yesterday and completely cleaned out my room. I have no bed, dresser, TV, or desk anymore. Everything’s in bins, but that’s okay because I’ve been able to get all the first trimming in! I got a beautiful light purple/lavender color for the main color, and I’m going to trim the entire room in black. I also got a beautiful light teal I plan on putting on the ceiling and a sliver to put design on the black as well as combine with the blue on the ceiling. I haven’t slept yet, but I took a caffeine pill, so it’s all good.
I’ll be sleeping on the couch for a while, but I could care less. I’m so happy to finally be getting this done, I’ve been waiting about two years. The couch is more comfortable than my bed was anyway, haha. I should have the room painted by this time tomorrow. Almost there!
♥16 months ago