talk to her

jesus christ.
i dont even know if this is worth it..
is it worth it to try to talk to someone you don’t even know?
it’s terribly shallow i’m sure, ah jeese

First, I changed myself, becoming more spiritual. You can only get through to someone, if you have first taken the plank out of your own eye. I apologized for being selfish. Then I offered a few stories about myself, choices I had made that didn’t always turn out so good. I stopped yelling, all of this opened up the lines of communication.

She looked good but I know she’s having hard times. She told me she’s probably coming back to school, so then I will see her more often.

I hope she will get better. I really do.

What the hell does that mean? How can I get to meet her?

She tried to kill herself.

Really depressed. She even quitted going to school, I haven’t seen her for months. And what should I do now? Just call her. Suggest a meeting, talk to her, let her speak. Ask how things are going and what she’s going to do. Simple, but so hard.

the girl i like in in my class and i dont sit any1wahere near her but her locker is only 2 away from mine(sweet) but i still wasnt able 2 talk 2 her

so i can talk to her on facebook….but not in real life. it really sucks because she probably thinks that i’m a loser. but i probably am…such a paradox. maybe if she wasn’t so beautiful…....

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