become bulmic

Make myself sick… I play alot of sports every active(swimming soccer and tennis) but i was a weight problem its not becuz i eat way to much or not eat at all i have a thyroid problem. My Doctor tells me to take this pill every morning and it will maintian my weight but the thing is i want to lost yea i am over weight and if this pill maintian that i would never lose the weight or gain it most people would want this (yes if your already normal weight) before we found out that i had this problem i’ve tried dieting more then what i did for sports and working out even harder would cause me to get light headed.. If i stop taking the pills i will gain more then what i should even if i dont eat…I eat like i should breasfest lunch and dinner (small plate amounts) I’ve tired making myself puke and read other peoples stories about it so i would have background of what i would be doing to my body…but i can’t makeself puke…

I used to be bulimic and it was the worst thing I could have done. I did it out of self hatred. I hated everything about me and I felt better when I was losing weight. With bulimia, can more depression and more depression led to self harm.

I can’t tell you what you can and cannot do however, but I will say that it was the worse choice I ever made. If you are looking to lose weight, don’t get to this. Go on a diet and exercise daily.