Buy a house for my parents

double yay! this one I’ve been fantasizing about since I was like 11. The weird thing is that they’ve owned a home since I was a kid, but I just want so much more and better for them!

For years, I have been worried about my parents. Their lives are so messed up and I am the only child in the family; So I am the only one who can help them. I am not allowed to and not willing to live happily without knowing that they will do ok. Buying them a house will be a best gift to them – and it’s about all I can do.

I’ll gain freedom after that, and maybe pursue my own happiness… or consider a peaceful death. After all, taking care of my parents is what I am born for. Once it’s done, I don’t have excuse to live on any more.

It is one of my goals to buy my mom a house. Not to pay her back, and not to live near her- just so I don’t feel guilty and so I know she is safe and doesn’t have to depend on some stupid guy for money.

:p

I don’t really feel the need to pay my mom back, since she seems to cause me as much trouble as she helps me. But I would like to see her resting easy in life and not worrying about housing. One of my goals in life is to buy two houses nearby. One for my mom and one for me! And heck, I’ll always have a homecooked meal after a hard day of work if I need it!! ;o) I hope my mom likes Portland!! ;o) hehehe!!! (She’ll also have to wait at least three years!!)

Even though there is no way to possibly pay my parents back for everything they’ve done for me, i would someday like to buy my parents a house w/ and ocean view as a way of paying them back for all the unnecessary funds i’ve used of theirs. I also just want them to die happy, and having a paid house in a beautiful location would definetely contribute.