find a church that isn't always about what not to do

Am pretty sure anyway…i haven’t been the past two weeks but plan on going back this weekend. I kind of like the anonymity of the congregation…feels safe to me.

It felt good to finally go back to church. Although the pastor i was hoping to hear is on leave for a bit, the message was good. It’s more like a study of a small passage of bible text as opposed to typical “preaching.” Very interesting. I’m planning to go again next week and meet other members.

So im excited about this place im going to check out this weekend. It’s a presbyterian church in the city…i’ve heard some of the sermons and i like the pastor’s style, very explicit, modern, and applicable to your life. We’ll see how it turns out.

it’s been years since i’ve been but lately i’ve been feeling like i wanna go back. I just cant get past that feeling of wanting to run away as far as possible from the church once im actually inside. my skin actually starts to crawl. im looking for a place that doesn’t make u feel like you’re in that book The Rapture of Canaan…where this girl’s crazy baptist community condemns her for being pregnant out of wedlock and makes her do all these things to repent. If i remember correctly, i think she eventually kills herself before she has her baby. Yes, dont want to be part of a group thats always condemning and judging others…