SileMeg is "working"
I love being aggressive, it weeds out the weaker sex!
How I did it: Once I moved away from my mom I realized that she actually owned most of those fears and I was just borrowing them. It actually surprises me how many fearless I am and I don't mean that in a cocky way, I just truly believe in a higher power and through spiritual development have become fearless. Lazy, silly, a bit too self involved all describe me as well but at least I am not scared
when I was around 12 I decided that I had enough of the shyness and selfconsciousness so I decided to go out of my way to make a spectacle of myself or do something spontaneous and unexpected every time I felt myself withdrawing.
Now I’m trying to figure out how to turn it off!!!