I have a new Fairy Godfather recently—two actually, but this particular one made me realize something powerful:
This Sister Goddess needs to get out of her own way.
I’ve been humble, asking permission, beating myself up. People who know me well don’t get how I don’t treat myself better, respect myself more. They see this fabulous, glorious creature who has the power to set her own world aflame. My usual habit is to say something self-deprecating here, but what if I stopped thinking like that? What if I began each day like the force of nature I want to be? What if I finished that screenplay—the story that so many people have told me they want to see in a theater, that moves them and excites them? What if I asked for the job I want and can do magnificently, instead of the job my résumé says I’m qualified for? What if I felt proud of my life, instead of feeling like I’m struggling?
I need to take better care of this goddess, make her physically stronger, get her more money, give her more interesting problems to conquer, more men to dazzle with the smile I know damned well can transform the mood of the person I aim it at.
That inner goddess is bored, numb. She needs to stretch her wings and fly. People I respect are telling me that she’s magnificent. It’s time to let her out.
Sep 06, 2008, 03:48PM PDT | 27 cheers | 10 comments
The goddess
19 months ago
Has a major headache.
I need help.
I need some worship
May 12, 2008, 06:22PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
I needed a new stage name in a hurry!!! Why not be a goddess???

Now, to find me some worshippers…
Mar 17, 2008, 05:37AM PDT | 1 cheer | 18 comments
It is told to protect from bad eye, that can be everywhere. But… well… Love is such a great thing that really changes your brain… Being loved must be soo appreciated, if right.. I believe
To reach this goal, the one should find the right person to love her. ( that is what I have done )
Mar 14, 2008, 11:41AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Hello Universe
23 months ago
notice when the last entry was on this goal.
All the things I put out there.
I would say you are answering this beautifully.
I am so loving the being worshiped thing.
Can this go on for like ever.
Jan 13, 2008, 06:35PM PST | 3 cheers | 7 comments
It was a beautiful sunny Friday here. Friday is casual day at work. I wore a cami with sequins and a cute jacket.
Sooooooooo… I went out to lunch with a friend. Driving along, talking, mundane stuff, taxes I think.
I stopped mid-sentence. “Ooooooooohhhh! Look at the shiny things!” LMFAO
My shirt was catching the sun and made a reflection all over the car, just like a disco ball :)
At this point, I had to laugh. SEE??? I TOLD YOU SHINY THINGS DISTRACT ME!!!
My friend? He gets the strangest look on his face. He looks at me, shakes his head, smiles and says “I love you”
Yeah, but you didn’t laugh at me or mock me… Or make me walk to lunch. Or speed away to the nearest nut house.
This is totally cute…
He said, “How could I laugh at you? I adore you”
WOW!!!
Mar 30, 2007, 05:14PM PDT | 7 cheers | 5 comments
What do you call someone who worships you?
A follower?
A subject?
A minion?
I think in my case, I’d have to call them insane!
Mar 21, 2007, 01:34PM PDT | 1 cheer | 7 comments
This is about the funniest thing I’ve ever heard.
I have made it known I need an oil change. Last time I had an oil change was hmmmm… maybe June?
I have also made it known, I got a thing for guys in kilts.
In an effort to worship me, I’ve got an offer for an oil change, from a guy wearing a kilt!
OMG! How sweet is that? :)
Feb 25, 2007, 05:14PM PST | 4 cheers | 8 comments
It’s me Seren…
do you see me standing here. I am waiting, rather excited.
I have a couple questions for you about this worshipped goddess thingy.
Can I just be adored in a really deep way?
How about if I just drive him nuts, that will work well for me?
do you think that in this worshipping thing that he may just start at my head and work his way down, taking hours in devotion.
Hello…
Universe it’s me Seren.
I have just a couple more questions if you don’t mind.
Can he like lots of the things I like, you know, us be the same in our extremes?
I think that may just be REALLYFUN.
Can he also love lots and lots of touching?
All over the body and such.
I figure if I am going to be worshipped then I should have it done in a way that will just be some fun and exciting times.
Oh sorry one more thing.
CAN you make him want to be worshipped as much as he wants to worship me.
I kinda like giving too.
Thank you
Feb 22, 2007, 04:24PM PST | 3 cheers | 2 comments
How you ask the universe for something, send out the request, make the request of no one in particular, just to the universe in general…
And then it happens.
Is there such a thing as too much worship?
Feb 14, 2007, 01:35PM PST | 3 cheers | 14 comments