unleash my inner lustmonkey

and also the fun and joy of touching in me-
that has got to change again!
I want to feel the fun again!
and I will get that back-
get rid of all the bad thoughts again and let fresh air into my life!

not only in an sexual/erotic context.
just lust for every aspect of my life- contacts with people, nature and touching in all different possibilities!
I want to think with my stomach and release my lust!

I notice that there is hunger for all kinds of things.
wisdom and talks and different movements and especially I am craving a loving touch- and someone caressing me.
and the door to my erotic life opens up a bit again-
I want to have this door open more often and longer.
I wshed it would all come so natural like it is or my cat. for example-
he wants me to caress him and here he comes- jumps up my lap and shows me what he wants- he walks away when he has enough-
I want to do that also- or try to .

because I want to give erotic more importance in my life-
it comes a little short lately and maybe collecting some appetizers could help.
will see-

Saw the posts, looks interesting and wanted to do soemthign similar, but cannot find the actual document?? Help please?

taking the pill killed all lust in me-
now I am off the pill again and I feel so much better and different again-
I feel when my period comes- with the pill all that was gone-
and also my lust comes back-
and also all side effects of the pill are gone! yay!
that was certainly the right decision.

the monkey looks around the corner-
and I try tol get it closer and closer- just like a wild animal that comes close to your house and you try to spend some time with it without getting hurt or scaring it off.
Stopping the pill certainly helped- and losing some weight also-
the monkey likes a flat tummy and an empty stomach!
welcome back my little guy!

That little sucker is FINALLY out of his cage. Been a long time since he has been loose…and boy, does it feel good. As W might say, “Mission accomplished.”

That little lustmonkey I purchased awhile back had been pretty inactive until recently…however, that crazy little bastard is beginning to rattle his cage a bit now…

Where I can purchase my own personal lustmonkey? Can I find one at the mall or my local pet shop? They sound SO cool!