I was always a size 1 or 2 but i had a baby nineteen months ago and am a size ten i have struggled losing weight the past year and a half, and we are now pregnant again. which I am happy about but am scared about even more weight gain. my husband says he prefers my new fuller figure, but i always think he must prefer the body he married. i really hate the way i look now. it is new year soon so my resolution is to enjoy this coming pregnancy eat healthy and sensibly, get active, and love the skin I am in. My Babies love me the way i am so y shouldn’t I.
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since starting this,i have lost 20lbs. i feel i lost it because i quit my job after 12 yrs. and 12 years of depression finally left me. im so much happier!
I love my rough, bruised feet, because they mean I am not afraid to feel the earth beneath them.
I love that I’m a little pudgy, because it means I don’t restrain myself too much, and I can appreciate a good meal.
I love the little chip on my tooth, because it shows I’m not afraid to take risks sometimes, even if they have consequences.
I love my messy hair, because it means I let the wind flow through it.
I love the way my eyes crinkle when I smile because it means I don’t take myself too seriously.
I love my muscular legs because they show that I love to explore and roam around.
I love the scars on my hands because they show that I like to work hard.
I love the soil under my nails because it shows that I’m not afraid to get dirty.
I love my curves because they show my feminine side.
I love the little freckles on my nose because they mean that I let the sun warm my face.
Maybe the things that seem like imperfections aren’t bad at all…maybe they are just markers of the lives we’ve lived. Perhaps there are no ‘bad’ or ‘good’ physical features, but only bad or good ways of perceiving them.
For the first time since I was about 9, I am going out in public without long pants or a long skirt/dress on. Nightclubs call for a little more skin showing!
I want to wake up in the morning and not grab a towel or dressing gown to hide my body. I want to stand in front of the mirror in my bra and undies and not care if he walks through the door. I want to try new clothes on and say ‘Hey, this looks good’ instead of ‘It looks shit but it will have to do!” I need to move my butt more regularly than once every six months and not eat enough food to feed a small country
2 peeps hav calld me fat like this week im only a size ten but still i havent liked being called fat or other people calling eachother fat ive hated it 4m day ne way im going on a diet now so fuck those bois hu say im fat watch me slim down 2 dress sizes and u lot will be laughing on the other side of your faces
i never used to be proud of my body and im not now i was fine with it until some boy said i have flabby legs aahh yeah thats right flabby legs but i suppose its true i can just about fit into my size 10 jeans anyway i have started doin exercise and eating healthier instead of mc donalds mc daonalds mcdonalds pizza hut all the time well i think its great i feel alot more healthier than before all have to do is give up smoking eventually and apparently it aint exercise that makes you skinny its the food you eat at certain times of the day and you have to eat more than 3 times a day to satisfy your stomach.



