feel free

I keyed that on a whim and as i gathered thoughts for the post i came to the conclusion that i am actually pretty free. I guess I need to remind myself of that sometimes, just how much of life i have chosen, because actions taken by choice are done in such a different spirit to those without. It is always good to count my blessings and respect my choices when they align with my core values. The ritual and habit of focussing on the positive is freedom from unhelpful negativity and that’s the real freedom isn’t it?

I want to feel like I have nothing to worry about in my life. I don’t want to worry that I won’t find what I’m looking for in my life. I want to let things happen the way that they’re supposed to happen. Freely. I want to say what I think without worrying what others will think. I want to go after what I want, instead of waiting for it to come to me. I want to just let go and be free.

Lately I have been struggling with different thoughts about myself and my life. I am 22 and have started thinking about the hard truths that everyone faces. Things I thought I would have done by now and where I am. The future of my family, my seperated parents who are so unwilling to forgive each other. From a distance everything seems so simple. The world is truly an oyster. But each individual experiences their own battles and keeps him or herself from really feeling free. I just want to encourage everyone to chase their dreams. This is a great website and I love that I can just look at the hopes and goals of others. Freedom is in the mind and in the heart. Seek it relentlessly.

I know i am only 23, what do i know about the world? I just wish i could meet a man who wud let me be free but who could also help catch me too i fell, id do the same for them. I keep telling all the guys i meet to give me space but they just kill it to the point i cant breathe. Maybe I just meet selfish men, who i think care about me, when all they want is to be happy as can be, despite what i feel or lose. I wonder if all men i meet in the future will be like this…and more importantly whether i WILL ever meet that guy to appease my family but more crucially help set me free, AND keep me free and let me live so that i can truely love the way i know i can

OK I don’t have a job, don’t have anything I must do , yet I still feel bound. WHY? this feeling sux!

i want to feel because you can do what ever you want

I know I can escape this world anytime, but if I do, nothing will get better! I gotta find something that will work for me.

I used to. Sometimes i still do. But i really really want to be free. I hate when the demon catch me. I need power to fight against.

there is so much life is waiting for me to have but my life has been held tightly and my wings i can not spread i would love to run away and just learn what is out of my little box.

I know why the caged bird sings

I’ve felt trapped in my mental illness so so long… I want my heart to lift and open!!