Have my first kiss

I was really drunk and this guy took advantage of that. To my dismay, he planted one square on the mouth, and I guess I kissed back for a second but quickly decided against it. Ugh, I wasn’t even into the guy.

So I don’t think this counts. I won’t check this off until I get my first sober one! Hopefully a sober one that I actually want haha.

Ok, so that the guy and I had a chat on FB

Timeline:

I apologize for being weird, and he’s like “you aren’t wierd”.

I actually felt loved for a minute b/c he was like

“Why don’t most boys talk 2 u”
“Why do they think your weird”
“I don’t think your weird”
stuff like that

and were like talking about random stuff we like such as insult comedy, music (We both love Nirvana and The Strokes). And I tell him I have 1418 songs on my iPod and I am not lying. He’s like SWEET.

he went off line b4 I could even finish the convo so I wrote this:

I guess our acquaintance-ness started when I randomly tweeted those Beatles songs and you liked em both

Looks like we both got a thing for the music. Anyway, if we see each other at all these week, I would like to talk in person and set the record straight for shiz. Okay?

See ya

PS, I think despite the fact your play character was a total hobknocking nugget, in real life you are really sweet. Thanks for thinking I’m not weird

If I keep this up…

chatted with the cute guy a lot today.

First caught up in the halls. He noticed I got my braces off and said I look great. He also liked the rose I bought on Fri.

And we also chatted about life on Facebook. I wasn’t afraid to talk about my livid hate of the Duggars and my song parodys, especially really raunchy things about the former (they need to learn about birth control!) . He laughed with me.

Things are slowly starting to heat up

I had a nice conversation with a sophomore on Facebook. And I might send him a rose 2moz with this fundraiser going on! Things R looking up

I get kind of sad when I see other couples and wonder why I haven’t had that yet. I can talk to guys and everything, its just it never turns into something more. I’ve stopped looking and I’m simply waiting for that special guy to come into my life. I do believe in love and I know it’ll happen sooner or later. It’ll be more special because when I find the right guy, I know the wait will have been worth it.

I had known this girl named Jennifer for about a month, when she told me about Brad. Brad was an egomaniac and she said, “All I wanted was for him to kiss me in public, and he would kiss me in front of one person and deny afterwards.” When I’d first met her we became great friends from the start, being able to understand each others feelings.

And then one day, after school, she dragged me around the front part of the building, to the side of the school only faculty were aloud to go to. She said she had to talk to me, and that no one else would understand. And then she rolled up her sleeve.

There were cuts across both of her wrists. It took me a second to realized that because of this . . . boy . . . she had tried to kill herself. I had become best friends with her within the month that I’d known her, and I couldn’t just sit and let this happen. “Jennifer—”

“I know, I cut myself, you’re really disappointed, you’re angry.”

“No, I’m definitely not.”

She slouched against the wall, and I looked down at her. “Jennifer . . .” Before I knew it, I was on my knees in front of her, my face two feet from hers. “Do you know – or can you even guess – how terrible and deprived my life would be without you?” I leaned closer to her face, and tilted my head, and then she grabbed me by the hair and puled me the rest of the way when I hesitated; we kissed for about twenty – twenty-five minutes, until my dad drove around the school and saw us making out. But I was in too good a mood to care.

I dont think i;’ve had a proper kiss… that i can call my first kiss…. Im gonna meet the love of my life in 10 days… i think she likes me too.. so who knows… pray for me … :)

So im 14 and have never kissed anyone. I’ve never even had a boyfriend, thats how suckish my life is!!
All of my closest friends had their first kiss like YEARS ago, now they all have long-term bf’s and most of them have had sex.
I just want my first kiss, is that so bad

Well i’ll update if anything happens xx

Okay, so I’m 18, and I have been kissed. Twice. And I could have been kissed more- I’ve had plenty of opportunities.
The thing is- both guys I kissed I pretty much despised.
And both of them pretty much forced it on me. And the one boyfriend I really loved was a long distance relationship by the time we actually started dating and I broke up with him because I couldn’t stand it.
So what I’m waiting for is my first REAL kiss.
It would be a bonus if I actually liked the guy :)
I’m kind of trying not to date right now- focusing on other stuff, but when I meet him, I’ll know.
And hopefully it’ll be a much better kiss than the last two.

save it for someone thats worth it:)
Enjoy:)