be less obsessive

I’m working so hard on this goal..!
and I wish one day I can say “DONE” : )

Once I start something I can end up doing it for hours. I’m a bit of a perfectionist, eg I picked out exactly 43 things I wanted to achieve simply because of the site’s name, it seemed a good number. Now half of me wants to stay up and document why exactly I am attempting to achieve all these things, but I can’t do that because it’s midnight already. :P

I need to get out and do things instead of spending a day writing, watching TV, using the laptop or playing my guitar!

While I’m not sure the right word to describe that is obsessive, I have a habit of checking the temperature every time I go out and always checking the calender so I know when full moon is…

I actually am :D

Still a complete neurotic but still ^_

I can’t think of a way to describe how this is worth doing that doesn’t end up coming out like pop-psych-babble, but yes, it’s worth it.

I think it comes down to, (like the AA saying), knowing/realizing what you can and can’t control, and acting accordingly.

This is my personality. Whatever! love it or leave it

I have this obsession where I check every single thing eg the cooker to check it’s switched off, even when I don’t use it!!It is quite serious how obsessive I’ve become, but I guess I just have too much time to think about things :S but butt buttt recently I haven’t been checking it which is a start!!:D

Its hard not to be hurt whenyou find out the boy who told you he really likes you i screwing another girl. Whats harder is when they have bebo and you can watch them as they flirt with one and other. Imso obsessing and hurting over it.

I really liked this boy, have done for two years and weve been on off for two years, thenthe other day he ended eveything, even our friendship. From this empty feeling i have im not sure if i loved him or if i was just obsessed with him. I guess in a way my obession is part of who i am.

I’ve been obsessing about nutrition. I needed to track my fibre, and all the web sites give calories as well. Then I realized I wasn’t getting enough protein, according to the recommendations. And everyone says you should get 8 cups of water. And I was exercising, alternating between cardio, strength and abs, with stretching every day.

So I was writing down EVERY SINGLE THING I ATE, every day, and my weight, and hip and waist measurements, and calories, grams of protein, fibre, water, exercise reps/sets/weight, and writing journal entries about it…

It was stressing me out and taking way too much time. So my new goal is to not worry. My psychiatrist said “try to obsess about not obsessing.” Haha. I’m not allowed to weigh myself daily anymore. I’m doing pretty well already. I haven’t even looked at my calories today.

The worst part was it wasn’t helping me lose weight! Maybe I will more easily if I continue to reduce stress…

I need room on my list for tangible goals…so this one needs to go. and anyways by keeping it on there im just obsessing about obsessing..layer upon layer or unhealthiness really. so, its gone.