family
5 months ago
i know at times i don’t always seem to care about 1 another but they would miss me and i ‘m sure i will miss them when they’re gone.
How to find reasons to live
It made me
less hopeless 
"Maybe I'm lucky that I'm just crazy..."
How I did it: It just... came to me. Suddenly. I used to search for reasons to live, but the best ones that came out of nowhere. Well, I could only come up with two that I can call REAL reasons to live - reasons that truly make you feel better when you're about to lose it...
- My favorite songs. As hurt, insane, hopeless, stupid I might feel... it's like they're all I have. Just a chance to hear them again is a reason to live.
Currently I'm listening to one of my favorite songs, and I just don't want to take my headphones off. - Seeing my favorite band live. I saw them, and I still want to cry when I remember that. Just the thought that I'll see them again someday is enough to live for.
And one that just hit me:
- Others. Now, this reason is actually a stupid one, but there are a few people I still want to live to see again. Or, maybe, somebody needs me more than I might think.
Lessons & tips: Look everywhere. Look for things you love the most. Look away from anything that makes you feel hurt - and just... be open to any ideas you might get.
Resources: Dir en grey. They're the five people whose music keeps me going, for this is probably the only reason I'm still here, among you.
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MMiller0601 is exhausted by my new job...
I've discovered...
5 months ago
That I have friends that would miss me more than I thought they would. :-)
to find my soulmate
6 months ago
maybe i will meet the one i’m looking for and if i chose not to live i would miss out.
MMiller0601 is exhausted by my new job...
Yay, multiple reasons!
7 months ago
My children are improving markedly these days, in various areas!
I get to have a long weekend for the first time in a LONG time!
I’ve been actually getting sleep the last few nights and I physically feel better!
(Yeah, I know – kind of SMALL reasons – at least the last two – but reasons nonetheless!)
there seem to be more reason when i was younger
7 months ago
well there were more people at least and people are a reason.
MMiller0601 is exhausted by my new job...
My children's laughter...
7 months ago
If I can make them laugh, I am surely not doing EVERYTHING wrong!
I just adore the sound of their belly laughs. I want more of that!
