feel more confident

i just for some reason am unable to fee confident in myself, my body, my actions. I know alot of my problems will lessen if i just get my confidence.

I think this has to do with knowing that in the end, I’ll stand up for myself. If I have sore spots in my life where I know I can’t tell people what’s best for me, I ultimately can’t do what’s right, that if something bad happens it will somehow tear me apart, then I lack a serious foundation on which to build confidence.

So maybe I’ll start to evaluate what the remaining sore spots in my life are and work my way up from there.

I had a sales job that I really loved. While working there I realized that I needed to improve my confidence so I sounded like a capable, intelligent sales person. I was forced to quit my job because I couldn’t afford all the travel that was involved, but I would like to continue building my confidence in order to get a new job.

Blah. I feel like the slightest criticism can throw me off for days… I wish I was more confident. I’m good at many things, I just feel like… I can’t do it.