Have somebody i can be completely open with about everything

wishes

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To be able to just be yourself with someone.. let it all out, let everything be seen. To be open and unguarded and vulnerable…. and not judged.

Just so hard not to be seen always through a certain prism… father, son, husband, lover… to be able to just be. That would be pretty cool.

I really look very open and optimistic and loud and whatever, like evrything’s totally fine. Well now it is but not long ago NOTHING was fine and I needed a true friend. But my friend would never understand something delicate like self-harm, feeling guilty because I’m spoiled while people are abused or dying, feeling disappointed with myself… He’s just too dense for that. And I had to snap outta it on my own. Now I’m doing fine (I sleep 5 hours a night but that’s fine by me) and I none to thank. None ever said to me that it was gonna be fine. None ever bothered to find out what bothered me. And I really don’t want it to happen again

This is everything.

To trust someone with your deepest darkest secrets. To let go of the lies you’ve told and the guilt that haunts you at night. And to not be afraid that that somebody would run and tell someone, And to not fear that person would judge you. To actually have someone to depend on is absolutely everything.

Cherish it.

Because when you lose that, you start from scratch and it gets harder each time. Believe me.

You’re gone and I still miss you.

i have a lot of stuf going on in my life right now, but i cant seem to find someone who would understand, or listen. i really need someone to connect with because all of these thought are totaly making my life depressing. maybe one day i’ll find someone who would understand and want to listen to me. i want to talk, but i don’t know who to. i know that it’s better if i just talk to someone, but i want to talk to someone who listens… i don’t want to spill my heart and mind just to some random person.

This Was So Worth It. I’ve know my bestfriend for eight years and going on bestfriends for 4 years. we’ve been through fights,guys,moving,distance and we are now closer than ever.

its amazing how haing a best friend that you can tell everything to changes your life. the only thing i will say is that if you want to be open with someone, make sure that you are ready for them to be open with you. also, be trustworthy. dont broad cast what they tell you and make sure that you trust them totally and completely before telling them anything that you dont want spread everywhere. (ive done that before) just wait untill your ready- dont rush a friendship!!!! GOOD LUCK!!!

His name is John. He’s beautiful and amazing. He makes me laugh and worry. He’s the only person who really has the ability to make me cry now. He has a lot of problems. I do too. We’re really similar in life experiences and in personalities. I love him more than he’ll ever understand. I don’t even understand the depth of the love that I have for him. He knows everything, including things that I’ve never let even close to out. He makes my life seem more complete. I love him, and I face the prospect of never loving anyone the way I love him.
Even if I date someone after this, he’ll never get as much of me as John has. He’ll never really find me. He’ll never have my love. He may not be the love of my life, but he may be the person in my life. I’m scared that that may be my life, not married to the person that I love, but married to the person that I can deal with the most. I love him so much, and he knows. I just wish I could help him figure out that he loves me too. I wish I could love him less, or maybe at this point in time, not at all.