Gema222 is trying to make sense of things...
i have a longterm boyfriend and we have been together for a year and a half, we also live together.
we recently moved to another part of the country, we i originate, and he was quite happy to come with me and live with me and my father.
the only problem is that i have a bit of a history with people in my village…
one of the guys my boyfriend works with has a bit of a history with me and i think that history is repeating itself, i having a fling with this other guy…
not sexaul yet but we have been in the past and im really worried that history will repeat itself. I do love my boyfriend but as in every relationship we have problems and i dont think hes ‘the one’ although i know he would like to be. The other feels more like the one i want to be with but he just wants fun, we are still really young i guess but i still dont know why he doesnt want me like i want him.
its so confusing
